Monday, September 12, 2011

Choosing To Be Filled Again....and Again


Did you read my post yesterday? We had a powerful, emotional, hope-filled, proud to be an American service at church and I wrote about it here.

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Recently I committed to posting scriptures and encouragement every morning on my facebook ministry page. Today was the first day to do so. I also had a few other things on my plate for this manic Monday. I literally hit the floor running from the time the alarm clock sounded. I was at the track by 7:35 for my second day of training for my first 5K (yes, you heard me correctly). I decided to run my first 5K in preparation for my journey to 40 on my new blog (also launched today) Becoming 40. - you can read more about my adventures in running (aka... walking fast) as well as some other light, funny tidbits on aging gracefully. Aaaand the last major thing on my list for today was to clean my closet. This was, of course, in addition to all the normal WAHM stuff like breakfast, clean-up, laundry, running the kids to school, more laundry, picking one kids u from school, picking another kid up from football practice, dinner and more clean-up.

That was a busy introductory paragraph. But I said all that to say this.

In encouraging, entertaining and taking care of everyone else, I forgot to encourage myself. Yes, I read a few scriptures, said a small prayer with my kids before school and sang along with tunes on our local Christian radio station, but it was not enough.

I empty myself out every day. By the time I get in the bed (which is usually very late), I am completely drained. If I do not pull away from everything first thing in the morning and spend some alone time with God, time to praise, time to refill and time to get empowered for the tasks ahead, my day goes downhill quickly. It's not possible to run on empty, so about mid-day today I was wanting to pull the covers over my head and not do or think about anything.

Outside pressures and circumstances that have been present for some time seemed bigger today and attempted to overwhelm. Financial pressures, decisions that need to be made, deadlines, concerns for friends and family, the search for a part time job, the need of a new, faster, more efficient computer, teenager stuff...just to name a few.

The difference between yesterday and today is that today I put my eyes on the tasks before me and looked to my own ability to complete them. When I take my eyes off of Him, my faith begins to shrink and my feet begin to sink. I know this from experience...time and time again.

Want to know what I encouraged my readers to do this morning? Exactly what I didn't do.

Today, put your confidence not in your own ability, but in God's.

Hmmm.

And the scripture I provided?

Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You will revive me; You will stretch out Your hand against the wrath of my enemies, and Your right hand will save me. The Lord will perfect that which concerns me; Your mercy, O Lord, endures forever....Psalm 138:7-8.

I am thankful His mercy endures forever. I am thankful tomorrow I can start over.

Tomorrow, the same circumstances and pressures will most likely still be there, but even in the midst of trouble, He revives me. He fills me, empowers me, and offers grace.

So, tonight, I am off to encourage myself in the Lord. Putting my eyes back on Him, I choose to believe His promises and accept His grace.

I choose to be filled once again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

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Linking with my sweet friends, Jen @ Finding Heaven and Shanda for On Your Heart Tuesday. If you have time to browse, be sure to hop over and read some other great blogs. And don't forget to check out my new blog and see my big, frizzy hair from my Senior Year Prom, 1991. :)




 





8 friends had this to say:

Alice Lynn Alfred said...

This was so awesome...."AMEN" to all of it. So true that knowing Jesus is a living, breathing, moment by moment relationship...and we continually need more of Him to survive!! Thank you for sharing ~ Much love, alice

Shanda said...

And God continually honors our request to fill us up, even when we ignore Him so many times. He never gives up on us.

Ryan and Melanie said...

I love how the Lord faithfully fills us up when we come to Him. He never turns us away. What an awesome God!

Thanks for sharing.

Mel

Heidi said...

Amen, we need to keep Him in focus and be filled again and again. Thanks for this encouragement :)

GLENDA CHILDERS said...

I often blog to encourage myself. :-) Beautiful verses from Psalm . . . right to my heart today.

Fondly,
Glenda

Jen said...

I just love the frizzy prom hair. Love it!

I was thinking about trusting God for His strength and refilling -- which meant taking some time today to just rest. With all the SDG blogs, I often get anxious about getting to everyone, but I realized that I would be offering very little to people as I visited if I hadn't spent sometime refilling.

A Joyful Noise said...

Yes Lord, Fill me again and again.
Loved your post and also the one with all the photos of your church service. So wonderful.

Pain to Purpose said...

This was a beautiful post, and a great reminder that Christ's mercies are new every morning. We can do nothing on our own strength!